Cold Fire
Mood:  spacey
Well, not alot has happend this week..
Thursday Jrotc marched in the Veterans Parade, wich was fun. We had to wear our uniforms.. wich wasnt very fun!! lol. Patrick and i have been talking alot more!! Wich it's super fun talking to him!! Jonathan has gave me his lil neclase tag thing. but its cool, that was very sweet of him. Yesterday i got home, and just slept till 9 P.M. Man did i feel sick!! like nausiouse sick. My Great Grandma (we call her Moose but her real name is Mattie) is still in the hospitle. She's been in there for almost a week, but she's supposed to go home Monday! so im happy for her. Jessica Lindsey was so cute on Friday! Like just the way she acted. Friday at luch was awsome!! me, Evelin( one of my new friends whos know Jessica Lindsey since they wree like 3!!) Crystal, and of course Jessica Lindsey were actin all perverted.. it was funny.
well.. yah im runnin out of things to say!!

dez

cool beans
Mood:  chillin'
wow.. well.. yep. alot has happend and yet it hasnt. lets see... Friday!!!! Friday, i got a new friend.. well we had talked before but i meen we really talked on Friday. His name is Patrick, and man do we have alot in common!! He's not who he seems to be, he's alot nicer. He sat w/ me on the bus, and we talked, the cool part is that our steets are right next to eachother. its pimp.
I dont like David n.e. more, i dont konw y i just dont. alot of people are teasin me cuz im blonde. (its not in a bad way, its just my friends, and they're just playin, i go along with it. cuz im good at being blond) Thursday we had to wear our JROTC uniforms, and that was awosme. well not really, i dont like wearing them. But in JROTC we got ribbons that day. and me and some other girls got called up front to get a "looking good in our uniforms" ribbon. And Steven was all like " man i cant believe i put u guys on the list" and we would just look at eachother and laugh. ( the girls wear a dark green skirt, and a light green shirt) and so he kept goin on and stuff, then he looked at me and was all, but i know y i put YOU on the list. u have nice legs!!!) i was just... omg omg omg!! i really wanted to cover them up, but yet it was funny so i laughed. I left my purse on the bus Friday too. mand thats the 2nd time!! grrrr!!!i really miss my family in AZ. but things are going smoother!! alot smoother.
About the other entry i had that said stuff about my dad. that was wrong and i feel really bad. he's awsome and i love him so much. just like my other parents!! so i apologize

I know i already wrote for today
Mood:  crushed out
Well today was ok. i meen it was awsome, u know?? but it wasnt like yesterday. Pantathalon is over, i cant stop thinking about my family, cuz i miss 'em, and i also discovered somthin. I HAVE A CRUSH ON DAVID. ohh no!! well.... he is pretty cute... but.. no no no no!! I wanna start putting pictures of me on here. that would be awsome!! but first i have to have some.... hmmmmmm. I'll just have take some pictures while im here and scan them!! oh yah then u guys could see what its like in Tennessee.
I miss kayla too. I meen i just feel so empty.She's pratically the other part of me u know?? we know pretty much everything about eachother and stuff like that. I meen i kinda realy really really wanna go back to AZ, but yet i love school here. I have sooo many friends u know?? I know so many people, more than i thought i'd know. Its NOT what i thought it'd be, but school isn't either. Only its not what i thought it'd be in a good way!!well over n out!

dez

The Pantathalon
Mood:  energetic
Wow!! Yesterday wuz sooo awsome!! In JROTC we were supposed to do P.T. (physical training) but i got to help the pantathalon team (cuz im on it!!) set up for the pantathalon final tounament!! and it wuz fun!! We ( Me, Steven, David, Drew, Erin,and Johnathon; who isnt on the team but got to help) got to ride down to the track in Sargents truck,while everyone in JROTC had to walk!! ( They were gonna run, and trust me the track is pretty far away from the school, especially if u have to walk!!) I didnt really need to help all the guys got it, and since David has a fractured wrist, so he tried to help out. lol. But Johnathon, who's a HUGE jerk, was messin around with me n stuff.
Ok moving on.. after school Cornell drove me, Donaley(who's a girl), and Vanessa down to the track . I just stood there after we got there, cuz i meen i was, i just couldnt compeat in this tournament because we had 4 girls and 4 boys and u can only have 3 girls and 3 guys. So David and i didnt compeat.
Drew kept flirting with me.. ALOT, especially after he got done running the 2 miles. Steven got 2nd out of 18 boys. ETC. (oh in pantathalon u have to do push ups, sit ups, pull ups, 100 yrd. dash, and 2 mile run) So.. after it was over( at about 7:38) I went up and hugged Steven, who really does like hugs but i thought he didnt, so then after he told me that we hugged eachother again, and David and i loved to tease eachother!!!
I also met Amy who was either by my side constantally, or wanted me to go with HER, so really she made sure we were togeather. but i always passed David, and then he'd be all like "What punk?!" and i'd look at him and be all "Wha?? You wanna start somthing??" and then we'd keep getting eachother. it was funny!!
After the tournament was over we went down to pizza hut. ( now let me remind u it was like 7:38, and this was the longest i've been out without my parents! so i had a blast!!) I sat by David and Ashley, David sat by Steven who was by Drew who was by Vannessa, who was by Erin!! lol.I had to leave at 8:40, so Steven gave me an oter hug, and i left!! What i good day yesterday was!! Im so happy that.. u know my dad trusted me.. it really helped me out.

GOSH
Mood:  don't ask
Well today i came back to TN. My family here went to Hawii and just got back yesterday. Wich iz cool. u know im happy for them. But they didnt call me and tell me that they were going, cuz they were supposed to go to Flordia. And then dad said that he was waiting to see if i would call him. and i was all yah but u knew i was in AZ with my family there. and he was all yah soo. GGGRRRR. i miss my mom n dad in AZ sooo much. u dont know how to express it, i feel like i dont belong in this family. they seem to treat me so differently yah know. I still love them dearly, but its just like.. somethings missing. Well n.e. ways i am "home" so bye

TODAY
Mood:  not sure
Today i just stayed home, my ex b/f ( Spike) emailed me. wich is cool. i guess. lol. He toled me how much he loved me. But he didnt really prove it last year, wich is y i broke up w/ him. lol. Kaylas mom called, and kayla isnt home yet. its 8:25 PM... hhhmmm. ok. im sure she's home now tho, i'll have to call her. I wanna see the Grudge, but yet it looks a lil freaky!! Tomarrow's my last day here. im pretty sad. i dont know what im gonna do, if i should stay, or go.

LOL
Mood:  cheeky
Last night my cousin/ best friend, Kayla Marie, spent the night. We freaked eachother out really bad by telling scary stories! So since we couldnt sleep we did monoscripts. They were basically just dissing eachother. She made fun of my "smooth moves" when i was around my b/f's. I made fun of her gracefulness. (wich isnt really gracefull!!)
Then today we went to West Wind, the school we went to last year. and its cahnged so much!! We saw some of or old friends, and our teachers, wich was awsome.
Saturday i have to go back to TN. I decided to live with my dad and family there. Wich is ok, its just totally different then my mom and my family here.(in AZ) Sooo... yep. i dont have n.e. thing else to say.

p.s. You can see Kayla Marie's blog at http://kaylaispretty28.tripod.com
and my friend Troy's web site is
www.planettroy.tripod.com